Tuesday, July 25, 2017

fire-breathing dragon, lightning, heyoka, Magdalena and other heretical misunderstood spirit medicine sightings in Key West, Birmingham, Alabama, and beyond

In a dream just before I woke up the last time in the Key West police station front lobby around 4:30 a.m. this morning, the waitress Judy at Harpoon Harry's Diner was preparing me a scrumptious platter of food, with one shrimp on it. Then, Judy said she had a surprise for me, and took me a few feet to a golden rope strung across a path. I knew it was a finish line. I awoke hoping it was a finish line for my ordeal with both Judith (sometimes called Judi) Haney and my father's estate, which includes the proceeds of the sale of his company, Golden Flake Snack Foods, to Utz Snack Foods last year. Haney is suing me for my inheritance from my father.
I figured the one shrimp pointed me toward the extension of my debate, mostly, with a local Bible scholar, which started a few posts back at this hear website, you heah? I have long viewed myself, and and sometimes have published, that I am the angels' bait shrimp.

From elsewhere in dreamland,

Kari Dangler called this morning to report her dream last night:

I was sitting astride the back of a very large green dragon with big sharp teeth, and every time I squeezed my legs together, the dragon spewed a lot of fire out of its mouth and fried people, including Kari, my north Georgia amiga Brenda, Judith Haney, and several men. Crispied us, Kari said.

In that further regard ...
yesterday, professional pro se cyberterrorist litigator Judith Haney, of Leeds, Alabama, filed a 2nd Amended Complaint in her new lawsuit against me in Birmingham, Alabama - before I was served with her 1st Complaint - and before Haney got a ruling on her Motion for 10th Alabama Judicial Circuit Court Judge Michael Graffeo to recuse himself, as he had done in all of  the prior times he had been assigned to preside over cases filed by Haney - and before Haney got a ruling on her Motion that I had waived service of process by publishing at this blog the text of her 1st Complaint against me, which she had sent to me by email.

One correction in what I published previously about all of that. 

I reported that Haney's 1st Complaint accused me of being mentally ill. I reread that complaint yesterday, and did not see that allegation. My hoodoo witch friend also read the 1st Complaint yesterday and did not see that allegation 

However, in an email last week to Adithya Sambamurthy, who reports for the British tabloid, The Guardian, Haney wrote of me:

"He is a psychotic trouble maker for everyone he comes in contact with who refuses his threats and demands."

and,

"Be careful about drawing any definitive conclusions based upon the psychotic fantasies and notions of Sloan Bashinsky. He is a paranoid schizophrenic loose on society who refuses psychiatric treatment and
intervention, preferring to threaten others with violence and death when they refuse to do his bidding."


Haney cannot produce anything I ever wrote threatening others with violence and death, for refusing to do my bidding, or for any reason. Nor can Haney produce any person, who can truthfully say, or prove, I ever threatened him/her, or anyone, with violence and death, for refusing to do my bidding, or for any reason. Nor can Haney produce any evidence that I ever threatened her with violence and death, when she refused to do my bidding, or for any reason. 

Now I do readily confess to having set out to kill attitudes and egos and wrong-headed thinking and bizarre beliefs.

Meanwhile, if you read Haney's 1st Complaint against me, which I published at this hear blog the other day, perhaps you wondered if Haney is psychotic, paranoid schizophrenic?

If you did not read that post, here is a link to it:

http://afoolsworkneverends.blogspot.com/2017/07/no-prisoners-and-related-sporting.html

Haney's 2nd Complaint, which she e-filed yesterday, and emailed it to me, is longer than and, I suppose, supersedes her 1st Compliant. If you are just dying to see her 2nd Complaint, send me an email and I will send you the PDF.


sloanbashinsky@outlook.com

Just my former Birmingham, Alabama practicing attorney opinion: 

Any person who just reads Haney's 1st complaint against me and assumes, for the sake of discussion, that every allegation she made against me is true, will think I am batshit insane. Batshit insane people are not responsible for their thoughts, words, writings and actions in a court of law, or otherwise. Note, assumes for the sake of discussion.

Same can be said for anyone who might read Haney's 2nd Complaint against me, which rehashes a lot of her 1st Complaint, and throws more kitchen sinks at me.

Also just my former Birmingham practicing attorney opinion:
Any judge in the 10th Judicial Circuit Court, in Birmingham, Jefferson County, Alabama, who actually takes the time to read Haney's 1st and 2nd Complaints - full of wild, fantastical allegations, not supported by actual evidence, such as: copies of what I have published about Haney; copies of pleadings in her lawsuits against me and other people in Key West, which did not go to suit her; and copies of her and my online correspondence - will wonder if Haney is in her right mind and mentally competent to prosecute her own civil litigation?

Also in the legal beagle arena yesterday ...
I dropped email love notes (letter bombs) on my lawyer in Birmingham, and on the law firm representing my father's estate, which I don't imagine they cared to receive. I will have more to tell them in an email later today. All of that is between them and me, for now, for a variety of reasons, one of which is named Judith Eloise Haney, of Leeds, Alabama.

man o' war (frigate) bird
heyoka -
sacred clown in the culture of the Lakota people

The rest of today's love fest is further Facebook discussion with the local Bible scholar, which I started reporting 3 days ago at this hear website. This hear below is long, ya heah? Even so, it ain't particularly mainstream Bible jabber, so perhaps it won't be too terribly redundant and boring.
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Wjames Baldwin Mr. Bashinsky I agreed to tell you some of my experiences in person in the coming months, but I would not post any of them in order to protect those around me for whom I am responsible. My own experiences do not rise to the level that would require me to " Go out and tell the World".

If you get poked in the nose by a guy writing a few words to you perhaps you are not a sensitive spiritual type but touchy.
Your Priesthood might inform you to forgive even when my only seeming offense was to question the dream life of someone you describe as problemed and with a drinking habit. That being "Kari".
You have said to me that you would not wish what has happened to you on me and I appreciate that sentiment.
I am no scholar, or enlightened being. I just feel happy and that I am favored to be alive and see all the birds and bees and flower, trees, people, clouds, skies, waves, calm waters ad infinitum.
I wish the same to you.
Since curiosity is killing Sloan the cat I will add that I saw the Heavens open in 1983 and the Christ appear.
There was also a message but it was for me only.
Hope this little note finds you well and rested, I continue to hold you in my thoughts and pray for your healing.
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Wjames Baldwin As to this:Sloan Bashinsky "Mr. Baldwin was arranged by angels of the Lord to share in a public forum some of his claimed direct experience with God, and he ducked. No iron in that. He was one of the 2 frigate birds I saw 2 days ago in the state park, heralding I was going to be spiritually attacked. The other frigate bird was the fellow in the police station front lobby night before last. You need a new set of eyes and ears, Chris, and you need to tighten all the nuts and bolts in yourself really good, you are all over the place."
Just because you say and believe something is arranged by Angels does not instill in me any confidence in your findings. You are after all only Human and therefore I would assume fallibIe. I go with "by their fruits" I should know them and checking each against my gut, their track record, and the Canon.
Perhaps ask your self " Am I fallible?"
The answer for me is a simple, "yes", and I do not find it a hard pill at all. In fact it gives me a sense of ease. I would hope with that in mind you would accept my apology that I once more offer. If I have harmed you or by extension any one you know please realize it mas not my intention and I am truly sorry.
Every Night and every Morn
Some to Misery are Born.
Every Morn and every Night
Some are Born to sweet delight.
Some are Born to sweet delight,
Some are Born to Endless Night.
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Sloan Bashinsky You were one of the 2 frigate birds. It ain't hard to tell when I'm being attacked by someone. Drop the guise. Or, perhaps you just do not see yourself clearly. You sure can quote the Bible good, though. Alas, it's written in code, and there are layers of meanings. And, oops, plenty of it got spun a bit during the transcribing and handing down. And there was no Bible when Jesus walked this planet. Not one with the New Testament in it. Just how twisted it sometimes is, today, Christendom says the Bible is the Word (of God), but the Apostle John's Gospel starts with, In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God - John meant Jesus was the Word. Unriddle Revelation. John didn't know what it meant, so how can anyone today?
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Wjames Baldwin If you want me not to write to you anymore just tell me.
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Wjames Baldwin There is no guise or guile. This is the message.
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Sloan Bashinsky Writing to me is up to you. I respond to what you write to me. If you don't like what I respond, I don't have a gun against your head, you can stop writing to me. You can stop reading what I publish. No gun being used on you there, either
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Wjames Baldwin Ok then talk to you soon and then Breakfast.
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Sloan Bashinsky I've had this kind of discussion with many people steeped in the Bible, few as learned as you. I have one friend, truly devout, does devotional every morning, runs his Birmingham inner city church behind the scenes. I have told him many things in the past. He never once said he didn't believe it. That I was mistaken. That I was insane. He was on a different trajectory. He felt sorry for me. Especially, when I was in the black night of the soul, which comes from the spirit to some unfortunate people. We first met many years prior, playing 4-wall handball at the downtown YMCA. He's pushing late eighties now. Remarkable man. Engineer. Successful business man. Had his own company. Might still be running it, for all I know. For a while, the minister of this church, with the blessing of the minister's wife, used me as his priest, and I was in the black night at the time, yet I was the only person it seemed he could talk with about his own inner struggle, who seemed to offer a semblance of tenuous advice. Later, that minister seemed to go off down the more risky fork in the road, more soul risky, I was worried he was being taken over by a demon, or already was.
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Sloan Bashinsky As for a meal, sure, I'd like to meet you.
Sloan Bashinsky I imagine the only person who can really harm me, is me. Harm in the soul sense. Thanks for sharing that one experience of the heavens opening and the Christ appearing. I can imagine that got your attention and made a lasting impression.
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Sloan Bashinsky A fellow named Saul of Tarsus was about getting as many Christians killed as possible. What a sorry, scum of a man. Then, Jesus came down from heaven and met him on the Road to Damascus, and Saul died and became someone else, who called himself Paul. A bit of that is told in ACTS. God picked the worst piece of shit man around to turn into the man more Christians (not you or me) quote today than they quote Jesus.

But, you are sure Kari's dreams are alcohol induced. Are you prepared to bet your life and your soul that you are right? Not advised. However, I have bet my life and my soul that those dreams were made for her by angels of the Lord. Kari is a living saint today, compared to Saul of Tarsus, when he was apprehended by Jesus.

As I told you when you first challenged Kari's dreams, with God, anything is possible. Gosh, Jesus' closest confidant in the Gospels was Mary Magdalene. If she washed his feet with her hair and tears, and put precious ointment she scarce could afford on his feet, what do ya suppose she, a whore, washed and anointed Jesus with when they were in private? Why do ya suppose he sent her, not his mother or the other woman, to the men disciples, that she had seen him alive at the tomb and he had told her to tell them he would be with them shortly? And that upset Peter, that Jesus had sent her, a woman.

In the Anglican church in Old Town Tortola, Easter Sunday, 1996, the black British-trained-ordained Anglican priest began his Easter homily with that same report from the Gospels, and then he asked his congregation, if that was not the ordination of a female minister of the Gospel, then what was it? I nearly feel out of my pew seat. i had been asking that same question for several years. You bet, angels arranged for me to be in that church at that moment. 100 percent odds I would be there then. Not Las Vegas odds, which were zero, but God odds.

God odds were 100 percent Kari Dangler and I met. Because she had spirit potential very few people have. I remain puzzled why the angels have not snatched Kari up by her shorthairs and gotten her undivided attention. They sure did me that way.
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Wjames Baldwin Magdalene was probably not a whore she was:
The Parable of the Sower
8 After this, Jesus traveled about from one town and village to another, proclaiming the good news of the kingdom of God. The Twelve were with him, 2 and also some women who had been cured of evil spirits and diseases: Mary (called Magdalene) from whom seven demons had come out; 3 Joanna the wife of Chuza, the manager of Herod’s household; Susanna; and many others. These women were helping to support them out of their own means
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Sloan Bashinsky Kari could use a bit of termite treatment, so to speak. She has lots of company, however, right here in Key West. Her saga has led to the calling out of a heap of "respected" local citizens, who did not step up to the plate in the High Court where they were on trial, with Kari, me, and others. 7 demons in Magdalene, but you blithely argue she was not a whore. Amazing. Kari was an escort for a while. She said it was the low point in her life. Older lonely men paid her to come to their homes and just talk with them, is how she described it. No sex. $1,000 a pop. She told me of asking one man if he wanted her to take off her clothes, and he said no, he just wanted to talk. I told her quite a few times she is off the same spirit that was Magdalene. She denies it vehemently. Just as Christendom (well, the people who claim to know Jesus so well), deny Jesus and Magdalene were a couple and had a child. Same folks deny Paul's thorn in the flesh was he was gay. Read his writing about women's standing with God relative to men's standings. Nothing in his writings about having had a wife and children, even though he was a Pharisee and was required to marry had have children. He told his followers he wished they all would be like him, celibate, sex caused trouble, and Christ was returning soon so no need to make children. if Christendom have given up sex for Paul, there would be no Christendom today.
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Wjames Baldwin It is not blithe to point out that 7 deadly sins Pride, Anger Greed Lust Envy Gluttony and Sloth are not Prostitution. by the same token, love joy peace long suffering gentleness goodness and faith are the mark.
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Sloan Bashinsky Prostitution comes in many forms, selling your body for money is the lowest form and perhaps the least damaging to the soul, compared to selling your soul on other ways, such as, holding your peace because you are afraid of the consequences of speaking out when you are the only person who can say it; such as, saying you did not try to make a deal with President Putin, if he tried to help you get elected US President, but you really did make that deal; such as, backing Trump, just because you are a lifelong Republican, even though you know he is a terrible candidate; such as still backing Trump, just because you are a Republican. I have the same to say to Democrats who backed Hillary and still wish she is President. No two worse candidates could the two parties have mounted. What a statement for the soul of America.
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Wjames Baldwin True, but the confusion on Magdalene comes from a mixture of stories from the Apostles including the Woman who was to be stoned for Adultery whom Jesus saved with "let him without sin cast the first stone".
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Sloan Bashinsky That was Magdalene? That woman was used by God to call out a heap of self righteous sinners, so who stood closest to God, that woman, or the people who wanted to kill her?
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Sloan Bashinsky Kinda reminds of some Muslim sects today, don't it? And some Christian sects today.
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Sloan Bashinsky You rely a great deal on the Bible and what you read elsewhere, based on what all you have written to me over some time now. I rely on what I see and hear on this world and what I receive from the spirit world, angels, I call it. I use the Bible sometimes, but not as the centerpiece, when I'm addressing people's and society's issues. If they are Christian, I use the Bible more, and they tend not to care for the passages I drag out of the catacombs.
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Wjames Baldwin Female sex scares the uninitiated.
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Sloan Bashinsky What does that mean? Elaborate? Female sex scares you?
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Sloan Bashinsky Paul was not initiated? From his writings, he had big problems with the female sex. Jesus, on the other hand, did not put women down (other than his own mother), or condemn sex because the Kingdom of God was at hand and no reason to make more babies. He wasn't big on adultery.
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Wjames Baldwin Not me, the Religious it is all about subjugation.
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Sloan Bashinsky Jesus sent Magdalene from the tomb to the disciples, because he intended to make a point: women are important, and this one was especially important, which they certainly knew, having seen him with her many times, knowing they were a couple.
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Wjames Baldwin Property Rights, Voting, Driving,
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Wjames Baldwin Scapegoating the female is a worldwide religion.
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Wjames Baldwin This is one of the things in your writing I find most important, the opening to the female part of self.
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Sloan Bashinsky Ah, we no longer are talking about the Bible. We are up to today. Well, if Paul had kept his mouth shut about women and sex, things might be a lot better for women today on this planet. If Christendom had accepted Magdalene was Jesus' wife, things might be a lot better for women today on this planet. Women were property in many places back then. Hebrew men of old took many wives. God approved it. According to the Hebrew Scriptures. What changed? So many curious anomalies in religion. So many wars started by, over, religion. Pretty much due to fracturing of the female essence in humanity and human beings.
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Wjames Baldwin This is one reason I do not follow Paul. If I crave misogyny I watch the tv.
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Sloan Bashinsky Fractured, or inoperative, female essence, is cause of most of humanity's troubles; inability to dream, or recall dreams; or make use of dreams; or to have visions, which are similar to dreams. Angels can break through any concrete-headed person's resistance, but people with some operating feminine are quite set apart from people without it.
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Sloan Bashinsky The internal feminine is what the angels mostly set out to fix in me years ago, and they never stopped that program. It was years later, they sent me back into the world to really mix it up with society.
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Sloan Bashinsky Aborigine people not contaminated by proselytizing religions had close association with their dreams and visions, and their shamans were revered, their intercessors with the spirit realms.
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Sloan Bashinsky Jesus was a shaman. Among other things.
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Sloan Bashinsky Magdalene, too. And one other in that group. Judas.
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Sloan Bashinsky Alas, poor Judas, humanity never knew you, but Jesus and Magdalene did, and you loved them.
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Wjames Baldwin I agree. But I hate to disappoint your faith in Frigates.
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Wjames Baldwin Perhaps I am a Frigate of a different feather.
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Sloan Bashinsky Faith has nothing to do with me and frigates. They are reliable spirit signs, for me, of impending spiritual warfare.
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Sloan Bashinsky Perhaps if you have some of my experiences, you will view spiritual warfare differently.
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Sloan Bashinsky Frigates also herald good fishing. I'm always being used as bait, by the angels. They are doing the fishing.
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Wjames Baldwin OH I have them in spades but this internet is forever and can be used to do damage to others anytime in the future and maybe even in the past.
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Wjames Baldwin Out at Fort Jefferson there is a nesting colony and having seen it I must say to me they simply represent beauty.
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Sloan Bashinsky God is forever, and much grave damage has been done in God's name. The internet has gutted the churches' and governments' and families' and cults' strangleholds on free flow of knowledge and ideas. Sure, the internet can be used as a weapon. Bet your life, angels use weapons. As do demons.
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Wjames Baldwin Sorry I misread I have my own experiences not yours obviously.
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Wjames Baldwin I think the churches have been gutted by the worship of Mammon.
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Sloan Bashinsky Frigate birds are elegantly and perfectly designed for what they are and do. If you were Native American, and had not been totally wrecked by white man ways, and I told you of my relationship with frigate birds, you would smile knowingly.
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Wjames Baldwin Joel Osteen, Pat Robertson, Bob Jones...
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Sloan Bashinsky Christianity, too, is a cult. Because it does not know Jesus, but has bent what he did and taught into its own design. All religions are cults. All political parties are cults. Most groups are cults. Donald Trump is a cult leader. So was Hillary Clinton. Mammon reigns.
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Wjames Baldwin If I were a Frigate bird not wrecked by people brain I would eat and poop and try and mate, and that kinda sums me up.
As to ancient belief systems I try and take the good and the bad I think of you more as a Heyoka.
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Sloan Bashinsky Well, then, Jesus was a super heyoka.
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Sloan Bashinsky The Fool's Prayer - Poem by Edward Rowland Sill

THE royal feast was done; the King
Sought some new sport to banish care,
And to his jester cried: 'Sir Fool,
Kneel now, and make for us a prayer!'

The jester doffed his cap and bells,
And stood the mocking court before;
They could not see the bitter smile
Behind the painted grin he wore.

He bowed his head, and bent his knee
Upon the monarch's silken stool;
His pleading voice arose: 'O Lord,
Be merciful to me, a fool!

'No pity, Lord, could change the heart
From red with wrong to white as wool;
The rod must heal the sin; but Lord,
Be merciful to me, a fool!

' 'Tis not by guilt the onward sweep
Of truth and right, O Lord, we stay;
'Tis by our follies that so long
We hold the earth from heaven away.

'These clumsy feet, still in the mire,
Go crushing blossoms without end;
These hard, well-meaning hands we thrust
Among the heart-strings of a friend.

'The ill-timed truth we might have kept-
Who knows how sharp it pierced and stung?
The word we had not sense to say-
Who knows how grandly it had rung?

'Our faults no tenderness should ask,
The chastening stripes must cleanse them all;
But for our blunders-oh, in shame
Before the eyes of heaven we fall.

'Earth bears no balsam for mistakes;
Men crown the knave, and scourge the tool
That did his will; but Thou, O Lord,
Be merciful to me, a fool!'

The room was hushed; in silence rose
The King, and sought his gardens cool,
And walked apart, and murmured low,
'Be merciful to me, a fool!' 
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Wjames Baldwin Earth bears no balsam? I don't understand this line.
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Wjames Baldwin but as a fool I love this prayer.
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Sloan Bashinsky balsam is like salve, solace - in nature, an aromatic resinous substance, such as balm, exuded by various trees and shrubs and used as a base for certain fragrances and medical and cosmetic preparations.
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Wjames Baldwin ah like there is no balm in Gilead?
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Sloan Bashinsky My 7th grade class had to memorize and recite that poem before the class
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Sloan Bashinsky Yes, no balm for aching heart, soul, society, etc., but God, I suppose
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Wjames Baldwin Wow my religious training was 13 years 8 hours a week.
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Sloan Bashinsky Which takes us back to the heyoka Jesus
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Sloan Bashinsky What , you are a Jesuit?
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Wjames Baldwin I wish Kari was well, though I do not know her I know that death from alcohol is a brutal drawn out torture
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Sloan Bashinsky That's between her and God, I have zero influence there.
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Sloan Bashinsky My parents drank as much, or more, than Kari drinks, and that did not kill them
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Wjames Baldwin no just a high school graduate I have not read any of that stuff except to make a point in forty years, but I do love read and the best new bible stuff is from Quram.
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Wjames Baldwin Death comes in stages and the Soul can only take so much. Many walk the earth and yet are dead, your experience on the streets has shown you.
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Wjames Baldwin Dead Sea Scrolls
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Wjames Baldwin including the Gospel of Mary of Magdala....
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Sloan Bashinsky for sure, homeless zombies; bumped into one today, super talented musical artist, song writer; savant; told him about The Guardian reporter, would he like to meet him, perhaps play him an original song, who knows where that might lead; could not get a yes or no out of him; every conversation with him is tortuous, he's all locked up inside his own gestalt. Introduced him to the Girards, they brought their video camera, he did a short concert for them sitting on the toilet in the public bathroom at Bayview Park, it was a blow out starburst rainbow comet performance, the Girards were star struck, but the acoustics in the bathroom, I mean this was so perfect, messed with their video recorder and they wanted to do it over, later, elsewhere, and the guy went haywire, accused them of trying to steal his original music, made them erase the recording, stormed off, the Girard's left. Mike Tolbert told the guy to stay away from me and Kari, who had recognized the guy's genius and had encouraged him to do a performance for the Girards. Tolbert told the guy he would get him launched in music. I felt so sorry for the guy. Today, I had no patience with him. A giant British international tabloid, and he could not say yes, he'd love to play for that reporter, if I could arrange it. I told him to forget it. He blew up at me, stormed off, blasting me for sleeping outside at night, sounded like a Tolbert clone. His original music that his Muse produces, is spectacular. Music his mind writes, trying to copycat others like, say, Jimmy Buffet, is awful.
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Wjames Baldwin I love playing and singing and my audience loves it. Of course I am my own audience mostly.
this from the end of Madala 
"Then [M]ary wept and said to Peter, "My brother Peter, what are you imagining? Do you think that I have thought up these things by myself in my heart or that I am telling lies about the Savior?"
Levi answered, speaking to Peter, "Peter, you have always been a wrathful person. Now I see you contending against the woman like the Adversaries. For if the Savior made her worthy, who are you then for your part to reject her? Assuredly the Savior's knowledge of her is completely reliable. That is why he loved her more than us.
"Rather we should be ashamed. We should clothe ourselves with the perfect Human, acquire it for ourselves as he commanded us, and announce the good news, not laying down any other rule or law that differs from what the Savior said."
After [he had said these] things, they started going out [to] teach and to preach.
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Wjames Baldwin Never hear that in CHURCH!
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Sloan Bashinsky And you probably won't in a traditional Christendom church, hell, that's downright heretical, and heretics are dangerous sinners by definition, and burning them at the stake is just what they need. Today, there is haldol & stuff.
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Wjames Baldwin won't ? or I won and what did I win that could be better that what I got?
Not blowing smoke. It is nice to have such a smart acquaintance.
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Sloan Bashinsky Based on the disappointed look on my mother's face when she got the letter from the high school I attended in Birmingham, revealing my score on an aptitude test given to all students, I think it was an IQ test, I ain't blessed, or cursed, with a sporting IQ. What I later became blessed, or cursed, with, was, and this was put into, or awakened, in me by the angels, was an ability to see differently, and hear differently, in the creases, shadows, silences, metaphors and codes people use without realizing it, what their stories really are saying, what their life experiences really are saying. I did not win that. It was given to me. Then, it was asked of me that I use it in what was arranged for me to experience. On top of that, I was brought really fast into dream work; I'd always remembered dreams, but I had no inkling they were rich messengers about many things. And sometimes I had visions. And often, suddenly I knew something I had not known, or I saw a situation in a way I had not seen it before. And sometimes other people were dreaming about and for me. Synchronicity abounded. There were no accidents or coincidences anymore. Probably never were, but I was not aware of it. And, I was stood in front of a mirror for a very long time, and i get refresher courses still. It is not enough to have spiritual senses and abilities. It is necessary to burn for a long time in the fires of introspection, what the mirror reflects back, the demonic twin within, which all people have, has to be faced and respected, just as Lucifer has to be faced and respected, for the two are of the same cloth, very real. Jesus said in the Gospels, and John the Baptist said it of him, that his baptism was not in water, but in fire and spirit. Christendom needs that baptism. So does humanity.
Wjames Baldwin Sloan, if I may call you Sloan, I am not saying her dreams are alcohol induced and even if they were God could still use them to relay messages. I am saying that it is a factor in every aspect of her being if she indeed drinks the way you describe.
I think she probably needs to lie to herself and others on a daily basis in order to stay in the drink that drives her every move and informs her motives.
When drinking at the levels you describe the objective truth becomes a blurred jumble of wish fulfillment, old pains, injuries, resentment and regret.
I would hope she can find relief.
Did ye never read in the scriptures, The stone which the builders rejected, the same is become the head of the corner: this is the Lord's doing, and it is marvellous in our eyes?
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Sloan Bashinsky Yes, I read that in the scriptures, and many things else I read there. You would not let go of suggesting Kari's dreams were alcohol induced, yet her dreams are tame compared to John's in Revelation, and some of Daniel's dreams.

Booze has been Kari's undoing, and I have told her that many times, and it's water off a duck's back. I don't spare her. But I don't throw it all out, when I see what else is there. I don't see any way it works for her and me to be together, if she keeps drinking, and smoking cigarettes, too. Her thinking and behavior need to change,too.

My predicament is, I meet very few people who actually are wired to see and hear, and when one comes along, I give it every chance possible, to the extent of my tolerance and what I am hearing and seeing from the angels.
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Wjames Baldwin I do not know Kari. I bow to your impression.
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Sloan Bashinsky No, you do not know Kari. When I told her what you said about her 4 dreams about the 4 horsemen, she chuckled, said she disagreed. I said I disagreed with her. Then she went off on something else, which drove me wonkers fast, and I got off the phone with her.

The other fellow who chimed into our discussion, Chris, asked me yesterday what goals I have. No goals I said, other than I get up each day and try to take care of what is there. Didn't Jesus say to take no thought for tomorrow?, I said. In reality, as old as I am, as tired, as jaded, I would be happy to die in my sleep, or standing straight up. You would, too, if you had lived in my skin.

One fool's errand after another, to what end I don't see. I see plenty I don't care to see, though, and I hear plenty I don't care to hear, and I feel plenty I don't care to feel. There are bright moments, too. But hope is gone. Dashed. Vaporized. There is only the river of life and what it brings me, the people, experiences with them, and the other realms and those experiences. On and on, even in my sleep, unceasing.
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Wjames Baldwin i am sorry
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Sloan Bashinsky No need to be sorry. I'm simply saying what my walk with God is like. I doubt Jesus cared for his walk with God 2000 years ago. I can't grok all the feely good rah rah Paul put out about his trials. Maybe the angels were giving him the spirit equivalent of Xanax. The angels can do that, I have been there in that energy, but not for extended periods of time.
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Sloan Bashinsky I have had not of this world sensations with women the angels arranged for me to be with (one at a time). One woman in particular. We were put into something incredible hundreds of times, it just came upon us, when we were together. Not sex. Something entirely else. We called it "the space". It was NOT OF THIS WORLD. I felt it sometimes with later women the angels brought my way, but nothing like with that lady. And sex with her, was for her, and for me, NOT OF THIS WORLD. Very different from what we called "the space." Primal. Prehistoric. Divine. Mind blowing. The angels called it "the paradise energies". What it was like before The Fall.
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Sloan Bashinsky I found church people not at all open to talking about that kind of thing, and yet, ironically, she was a devout church person. Felt she would die and burn in hell, if she went to a lake to canoe and picnic on Sunday, instead of be in an artificial church. The lake was the real church. The real church is everywhere. Once a country lawyer, after hearing of some of my experiences, asked me if I attended church? I said, when am I ever not in church? We are in church right now, talking. He told a mutual friend of ours that really impressed him.
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Sloan Bashinsky I go into churches, start talking, it don't usually go well.
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Wjames Baldwin Sloan Bashinsky I have of late—but wherefore I know not—lost all my mirth, forgone all custom of exercises, and indeed it goes so heavily with my disposition that this goodly frame, the earth, seems to me a sterile promontory; this most excellent canopy, the air—look you, this brave o'erhanging firmament, this majestical roof fretted with golden fire—why, it appears no other thing to me than a foul and pestilent congregation of vapors. What a piece of work is a man! How noble in reason, how infinite in faculty! In form and moving how express and admirable! In action how like an angel, in apprehension how like a god! The beauty of the world. The paragon of animals. And yet, to me, what is this quintessence of dust? Man delights not me.
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Wjames Baldwin This sounds a bit like what you were saying above, but I know I quite often interject feelings that were not intended.
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Sloan Bashinsky Perhaps, perhaps not. Hamlet was a mystic? He felt like he was an ET stranded on a planet of beings who viewed him as an ET? Far as I know, I have not set out to kill anyone, although my fondness for my father's widow and Judith Haney has risen to the point I feel they and humanity will be better off, if they both are in the afterlife. I feel the same about a number of homeless people I have known and don't know but see about town in such states as I can't imagine their parents would not break down in heaving sobs if they saw what I saw. While I wish I was in heaven. I don't think that was Hamlet's wish, but it was what he got, and he took several people with him, all because the ghost of his father came to him and demanded to be avenged. My father has come to me many times in dreams, usually as an ally, a few times pushing me to take on his widow and his and now her lawyers. In that sense, I suppose I am like Hamlet. I dropped a few letter bombs on them today (emails), which I might publish tomorrow, if my dreams give it a go ahead. One step at a time, into that which, like Hamlet, I wish I was not doing.
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Wjames Baldwin This is what I thought was despair 
"One fool's errand after another, to what end I don't see. I see plenty I don't care to see, though, and I hear plenty I don't care to hear, and I feel plenty I don't care to feel. There are bright moments, too. But hope is gone. Dashed. Vaporized. There is only the river of life and what it brings me, the people, experiences with them, and the other realms and those experiences. On and on, even in my sleep, unceasing."
Sloan Bashinsky There is reading about stuff, and there is living it; entirely different. What you quoted, which I wrote, reflects what it's like for me being in service to humanity, which was the deal I offered God in 1987, which Jesus and Archangel Michael came in the nighttime to say had been accepted, and it would push me to my limits, but I had asked for it and it was being given to me. And I was struck three times with spiritual lightning, and Jesus and Michael dissolved back into the spirit realm. I did not then know it was them. I did not then know anything, actually. And in the big scheme, I am still pretty darn ignorant, but not so much compared to the hapless man the lightning infested.

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